Almost? I don't know.

Trying to hide the truth when its bound to be revealed is useless. You’ve earned the person’s trust and with the every second  you’re hiding the truth, you lose the person. Either way it’s not a win win situation because just when you thought you did the right thing of hiding, the other person thinks other way.

Losing the person, for you, is the worst thing ever.

Believe me its not. You think you can’t live with that person. Shut the f up. That’s pure bullsht. Well….think about it. When you were born, is that person with you already? (your family is an exception) Realizing it now? Mierda.

When a boy hurt you, you can move on. Get the right time. We all know time and distance is what we need. Clear your mind. Isolate yourself from anything that reminds you of him. Him. You thought of him, aye? THAT’S THE PROBLEM.

One word or whatnot reminds you of him. Freaking forget him. ERASE HIM. Past is past, you keep on saying that to others. Try saying that to yourself. To yourself.

Do you really need a boy to make you feel like yourself? NO. HELL TO THE NO. There’s a fine line between trying to move on AND moving on. Choose a path. Be logic. Think of what will happen to you if you choose a specific path.

NEVER FALL HARD.

Three simple words she said…yet it was true. It hit me hard. Knowing that in my mind, I’ve moved on but deep inside I know I haven’t yet. It hurts to know that every day I cover this miserable face with a happy one. This is utter bullsht. So basically not all people get their happy endings. Maybe their happy ending will be after their ALMOST happy ending.

To a boy…well let me tell you something. There’s 2 egos of a girl: the one who cries in a corner and the best actress who keeps on smiling. A girl could tell you everything and anything and you’d still never know the real person inside that girl.

The following text is from a fanfiction called Lifeline by ohkd.

Out of all the things he had figured out for himself over the years—he stared around the room now realizing that it didn’t matter if everything was predetermined or there was no set course to follow through life.Sure, you were dealt with whatever hand you were given but if you played your hand right. In the end, he realized, everything happened for a reason. People walked into your life with a reason. Whether it be to put a smile on your face for a mere second, to teach you a lesson or to change your path itself. Katie taught him how to believe in something. Katie had taught him to not take anything for granted. Whether it be the people around you or the time you were given. She had taken his world and spun it upside down and around and around again. And he would never stop being endlessly grateful for that.

It made me think of life. Thinking about the things I wish I’d said. Every single second I wasted. I then thought that maybe it's about time for me to start. To start a change in me for the better albeit I'm going through tough times. 

if i fall... i wont fall hard because there's still the thought that someone might not catch me.